Holy snow day Batman O_O This all popped up overnight! @.@ A..
Added 2021-02-13 01:50:11 +0000 UTCHoly snow day Batman O_O This all popped up overnight! @.@ Anyway, can weeeee TALK ABOUT HOW WELL MY PSYCH APPOINTMENT WENT?! I got new meds to finally address my executive dysfunction and RSD/inbox avoidance due to adhd and I took my first dose and already feel so much better .-. Itβs not my first rodeo with them, but it is the first time Iβve had my adhd needs legitimately addressed and prescribed properly to me. My anxiety and depression have always stemmed from feeling like I canβt do the things I want to in life because my brain just works differently, it makes consistency so hard, and I set my expectations so high that I end up failing and then fall into avoidance to self-preserve π₯Ί A vicious cycle, really. Staying consistently on my meds will keep me from falling into pits, and thatβs exactly what I need to be the best version of myself. Iβm so ready :β3 Iβm not putting all my eggs in this basket just yet, and I can switch things up if I need to, so that brings me a lot of comfort. If I can function the way I did last may-July when wellbutrin was working itβs best for me, then thatβs good enough for me. Siege 2.0 cominβ in hot π π₯ Iβm doing computer and inbox work for the rest of the evening, and then tackling my closet and setting aside sexy outfits so I can get it out of the way and have a clean slate to film tomorrow. Making a fuck machine video and a GFE riding v-day video tomorrow, as well as treats to fill the feed all weekendπ I might not stream on twitch until Iβm a little more stable on my meds/put-together, but Iβll definitely be makin an appearance live here Sunday evening π₯° Okay, I think thatβs a lot of updates for one post but I had to share :β3 Love you guys π Xoxo siege
