Hey guys! I ended up not even talking that much about it here, but I was supposed to go live today for the first time, but we're gonna have to reschedule it to next saturday ๐ You probably noticed that I didn't post at all this week, neither answered my dm's, and I'm so sorry for that ๐ฅบ but I'll make up for it next week โค๏ธ It's really hard for me to talk about it, but I really feel like I owe you an explanation about my dissapearence... You know me as a really excited and happy person, which I am most of the time, but I laso have a lot of anxiety issues, related to a lot of stuff, and sex is one of them, caused by some trauma that I had in the past, and there are some periods that it makes me feel really bad, tired, and I barely have energy to get out of the bed, and it's hard to put myself in a sexual situation, which I kinda have to do here on OF I'm starting to feel better these last two days, but I thought it was better for all of us if I delayed the live for a week, than possibly going back to feeling bad, and not giving my best to you... Anyways, I hope you all have had a good week, and I'll get back to normal schedule on monday, and i'll gove you more content to compensate for this last week ๐ โค๏ธ